No, I'm not afraid to socialize. But I prefer not to. I'd rather be alone and sleep or overthink or whatever. Before, I want to cut my hair short so bad. But now, I wanna feel my long hair by having it dip dyed. I am a desperate artist but I have no taste in colors. This is how awful I am. I don't demand on such things. But I want it to happen in my way. This is my sanctuary and everything that you can see in here reflects my emotions and thoughts.